How do you say good bye to the sunshine in the pictures you see below in Kari's post? Through a mist of tears- that's how. It is confirmed that Hoss has lymphoma and it is attacking his liver. He has slowed down physically. Mentally he is still alert and still WANTS to do all the things he loves. But physically he is unable to do all of them. He will still chase a ball (although only for about 1 or 2 throws) and he still chases rabbits (although he's worn out afterwards). He's such a wonderful animal and I know that mom and dad will continue to monitor his quality of life (which is still quite good). But, in the end (barring a miracle), his life is coming to a close. It was a very hard weekend emotionally for all of us but I was grateful that I was able to tell him good bye. I told him how much I love him, how thankful I am for his undying devotion and friendship, and that he is the best. I will keep the blog up to date with how he is doing and will continue praying, for Hoss and for mom and dad. For now, that's all I can write.
-Jimmy
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